Sometimes winning is everythin

the most things that interest me is when im sitting in my class watching all my classmate are focusing on the topic that lecturer is discussing in the class. my attention was a little bit distracted by the people who crossing on the left and the right side of the class. seeing the way of other student who acted and style of the body language when they walking along side of the classroom. in the classroom i've noticed that my lecturer is not comfortable with me when our eyes contact with each other, i think i know why.. hehe it is because of the mark on the first test. i've got the lowest in class i think. is not because the thing is so hard for me but ive wrongly read the topic's. from here i can see that somtimes wining is everthing comparing me to other clasmate they are more smart asses kind of person. worried bout myself right now, thinking how im gonna cope with the rest of the subject, but always me the positive type one, i will try to make it happen whenever is possible~~